again
play
excitement
new day
new life
new chance to make it all right
can u understand the crazy in my mind
wanting to give you me all the time
could be an overload
could be something to hold
onto to
just a color
like a blue
yellow bright
when i take flight
i know i might just doo too much
just say too much
but that's only cuz i am smitten
by your
mental's touch
by the thought of such
spectaculars
by the brilliance in your vernacular
and im very guarded so when it gets let down
when i get it started
it gets intense and i know it dont make sense
and whilst i try to make sense
i know im making no sense
no
sense
at all
but thats the beauty in the fall
the opening of all
the shedding of before
the acceptance of now
and questioning how
i can express but still keep pressure off
when i expect alot but nothing in return
when i feel the flame inside me yearn
to burn to churn
giving me a taste
then takin it away
remiscing on another blissful day
inhale
release
breathe
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Sunday, November 18, 2007
been a minute

i kno. i know. I really am gonna start utilizing this blog as more of a journal i promise. honest i still write in a normal journal and it makes me feel innerpeace.
i recommend IT!
listening to this artist right now named mahli
ima be doing some dj work for her and her band
www.mahlimusic.net
she has a song called definite original
and its pretty fly
defnite origial, definite independent,definite in my own perspective!
she is pretty cool, like nelly furtado,christina and fergie?'
u tell me..
there is always music in the works.
mixtape for purple mag
new podcast
mixtape :ladies on wax
and making beats
. i feel so sentimental this time a year. i think of love ( well all the time)
but love. 4 my family,4 my friends, for all
hoping that you can experience what that truly feels like because once you have you will never want to take less/.
.. there has been a definite shift in the universe, things are changing, lots of relationships ending and i feel a deep call for lOVe!
I have been sad that some friends of mine have been going through abuse, verbal and physical. this disheartens me. I strive to be that symbol of believing in yourself because i have been in an abusive relationship before i can say to any woman or man. GET OUT..NOW!
check out
www.youarenotcrazy.com
because it is REAL>
ttyl.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
new interview up!!
new interview up!
wonderful tachelle at femmixx.com hooked this interview up!
InterView@Femmixx.COM
http://www.femmixx.com/shaniad.mp3
Its da Bizness.. u beezies
wonderful tachelle at femmixx.com hooked this interview up!
InterView@Femmixx.COM
http://www.femmixx.com/shaniad.mp3
Its da Bizness.. u beezies
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Friday, August 17, 2007
Me N HER
so i was hit up by missbehave magazine. cuz im a naughty girl and they asked me to enter the sweetbeats contest for lady producers:) route for me ya'll..im taking it !!
anyways i decided to give some private time with one of my chicks. the boss.
i have another lady named sevensexmeow--she is an axiom 25..but its me and the boss tonite..no threesomes.
i just made another mood mix that i will post on my podcast later and it features some funky shit from lady Sa
www.myspace.com/ladysa
and i also got some hot shit from uk from a cat called
jonas
myspace.com/jonasoul
shit is maddfunky yo..you like robin thicke?
you will love jonas
and he produces for others too
and lady sa..umm ethereal..
anyways if you see
SOUL
next to my blog. you can click on links and here shit i don't post nowhere but there:)
podcast of this is being uploaded 2nite and now im off to play with my favorite girl..you can hear my podcast if you click link below

SOUL:CAST
p.s.
check myspace.com/gonjasufi..ima leave that one for you..speechless:)
anyways i decided to give some private time with one of my chicks. the boss.
i have another lady named sevensexmeow--she is an axiom 25..but its me and the boss tonite..no threesomes.
i just made another mood mix that i will post on my podcast later and it features some funky shit from lady Sa
www.myspace.com/ladysa
and i also got some hot shit from uk from a cat called
jonas
myspace.com/jonasoul
shit is maddfunky yo..you like robin thicke?
you will love jonas
and he produces for others too
and lady sa..umm ethereal..
anyways if you see
SOUL
next to my blog. you can click on links and here shit i don't post nowhere but there:)
podcast of this is being uploaded 2nite and now im off to play with my favorite girl..you can hear my podcast if you click link below
SOUL:CAST
p.s.
check myspace.com/gonjasufi..ima leave that one for you..speechless:)
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
understand
sometimes i just wished to be sang too, enamored,adored,but alllowed to make mistakes. ya know, i am a romantica, i want flowers,foo foo gifts, well actually records and midi controllers and samplers, i like chocolate/dark chocolate
and i love poetry
see im still a lil human
sinng to me like maxwell
and i love poetry
see im still a lil human
sinng to me like maxwell
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Keyshia cole
so anyways.. a lil about me.. i didnt know my dad till i was about 19 yrs old. first time we met he was serving a twelve year sentence in folsom. but thats another story and song..
well a lil while back
he says to me. yo .. yo cuzin famous she a rapper.. and im like werd whats her name? he's like i saw her on vibe her name keyshia, lil keyshia and im like dad u mean keyshia cole?
wtf?
she aint a rapper dad.. she sings..he like yea she got red hair now.. or something
and he like yeah. her momma my niece..she just bought her a new house up near sac.
(u know im waiting for the family reunion like a mug...
so when you find her tell her i said what up.. cant wait for the family reunion
other notable relatives include:) chante moore..
cant you see the resemblance?
tee hee..
thats what happens when you dont know half yo family.. i feel u people's.. your blood running around all in yo hood and you aint even know it
well a lil while back
he says to me. yo .. yo cuzin famous she a rapper.. and im like werd whats her name? he's like i saw her on vibe her name keyshia, lil keyshia and im like dad u mean keyshia cole?
wtf?
she aint a rapper dad.. she sings..he like yea she got red hair now.. or something
and he like yeah. her momma my niece..she just bought her a new house up near sac.
(u know im waiting for the family reunion like a mug...
so when you find her tell her i said what up.. cant wait for the family reunion
other notable relatives include:) chante moore..
cant you see the resemblance?
tee hee..
thats what happens when you dont know half yo family.. i feel u people's.. your blood running around all in yo hood and you aint even know it
Sunday, June 24, 2007
di likkle yout
da likkle yout
dey inspire me keep my mind right and feeling natural vibes in irie many of my friends are teachers, healers, givers of light
illuminating our sight
these beautiful kids,
these smiling faces full of pride and alive
even in their saddest cry a pureness so special i felt a tear come to my eye in a realway everyday give
bless
thanks and
I n I must praise one day-today
how can i make a way>>>>>>>>
i see a brighter day*
a brighter way
a brighter hue
i know you do too
even if you read this and think
you paramount through
my voice was given cuz i am willing
to say these words for you
my time is nothing
i cant count
numbers seamlessly blend through my pen
i say this for you again
our future is yours
our time is nOW
dey inspire me keep my mind right and feeling natural vibes in irie many of my friends are teachers, healers, givers of light
illuminating our sight
these beautiful kids,
these smiling faces full of pride and alive
even in their saddest cry a pureness so special i felt a tear come to my eye in a realway everyday give
bless
thanks and
I n I must praise one day-today
how can i make a way>>>>>>>>
i see a brighter day*
a brighter way
a brighter hue
i know you do too
even if you read this and think
you paramount through
my voice was given cuz i am willing
to say these words for you
my time is nothing
i cant count
numbers seamlessly blend through my pen
i say this for you again
our future is yours
our time is nOW
Thursday, June 21, 2007
A New way

Dalai Lama
Be kind whenever possible…It is always possible.
Basically we are all the same human beings with the same potential to be a good human being or a bad human being ... The important thing is to realize the positive side and try to increase that; realize the negative side and try to reduce. That's the way.
All major religious traditions carry basically the same message, that is love, compassion and forgiveness ... the important thing is they should be part of our daily lives.
As human beings we all want to be happy and free from misery… we have learned that the key to happiness is inner peace. The greatest obstacles to inner peace are disturbing emotions such as anger, attachment, fear and suspicion, while love and compassion and a sense of universal responsibility are the sources of peace and happiness.
A new way of thinking has become the necessary condition for responsible living and acting. If we maintain obsolete values and beliefs, a fragmented consciousness and self-centered spirit, we will continue to hold onto outdated goals and behaviors. Such an attitude by a large number of people would block the entire transition to an interdependent yet peaceful and cooperative global society.
Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive.
For those who may not find happiness to exercise religious faith, it's okay to remain a radical atheist, it's absolutely an individual right, but the important thing is with a compassionate heart -- then no problem.
In the practice of tolerance, one's enemy is the best teacher.
We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Friday, June 8, 2007
my new mix for free
did u get it YET?
download a free mix of everything SUPER before it runs out..
even if your not a friend
send your friend to my page and they can download it there
LOVERS rule
New MIX Monthly for ExclusiVE lovers
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love and more love
I produced and I am singing on this tRack...
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Bring love inside ur Heart!!
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love and more love
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Bring love inside ur Heart!!
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Bring love inside ur Heart!!
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007
freefunkflow
going. moving, grooving, body bass booming, in a sea of currency and this is why im moving, currently engaged to the maze, the loveways and embrace all in this place, for its now and time to shine and be, time to love and give all dats free,my time energy, its not just me, i wanna make you proud and so happy, great granny, cousins and extended family, this is a love jam and i live my glory, enjoy herstory a lesson in making, a place for shaking, for realization and no mistakin, you gotta be up and ive been down but remove that look and erase that frown. live for today so you will be up when you are around,so that you will be open when the joy comes around, no more time for sad thoughts or fear, baby its a new day! take in tHE NEW YEAR, its getting clear, we reaching in, we manifest and live from within, expressing out like a heart on fire, pump blood to your lifesource and keep on flying,higher... to the sky
written to jazzanova instrumental from pandora.com
written to jazzanova instrumental from pandora.com
spit in snoopy
wednesday
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
give a lil love
Everyday
I try and be real conscious
bout my thoughts'
bout what i am bringing into my life
so the superlover
formed as to remind me always
what is real
what is true
and dat is LOVE
the moment we forget the goodness
and abundance that is within and all around
we are giving into fear
dont do IT..
I love you
how much?
enough to give you this free song..BTW
spasty tasty
never tasted so good...mmmmm
MMMMMMMMMMM
...
love and more love
I produced and I am singing on this tRack...
Download Exclusive. Spasty Tasty Here for free!!! click Pic to DOWNLOAD noW!!!!
..
I try and be real conscious
bout my thoughts'
bout what i am bringing into my life
so the superlover
formed as to remind me always
what is real
what is true
and dat is LOVE
the moment we forget the goodness
and abundance that is within and all around
we are giving into fear
dont do IT..
I love you
how much?
enough to give you this free song..BTW
spasty tasty
never tasted so good...mmmmm
MMMMMMMMMMM
...
love and more love
I produced and I am singing on this tRack...
Download Exclusive. Spasty Tasty Here for free!!! click Pic to DOWNLOAD noW!!!!
..
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